SYATP

See You At the Pole was today. I got to the school the same time as Jerrica pulled up with Cylie and Cory in her car, and hung out in the hallways as kids started showing up. Then we went out to the Flagpole for 7:30am....and were the only ones there. I was completely unprepared to 'lead' the time, so it was really akward, but I think the point was that we showed up....still it frustrates me that yet another chance to connect with other pastors in the city seemed to be an utter failure......so frustrating!! But Praise the LORD, Herbie, Jerrica, Olivia, Alice, Sam and Sam's friend showed up. I brought my guitar, but didn't bring it out. I think that would have helped with all the distractions of other friends walking by, to just get into some worship out there. I mean, I was totally distracted, and it wasn't even my friends or teachers walking by. I feel so often like I'm letting God get boring, even though I know He isn't. .....but they keep showing up....that's what Denise always tells me!....so I must be doing something right.....God knows my heart better than I do.